Worth

Dying of the body
Fading of the soul
Breaking of the heart
What is left to linger to make me complete?
Forever will I fail
To just be weak
Like a rose
A beauty that last for only so long
Will wilt away as the thorns become useless

Nothing will change how much I cause pain
As I try to be what I amn not
For all I wish is to not harm
To help someone for once
Instead of turning the tables and blackmail...
Monsters deep inside, taking away more and more

That is why I pushed
Pushed you away
Tried so hard to spare you of worry
Spare you of pain
But you kept trying, you stayed no matter what
Why everyone, why?
Love, why do you stay?
Friends, why do you want to comfort me?

Dying of the body
Fading of the soul
Breaking of the heart
What is left to make me complete?
What am I ever worth?
For I am not worth anyone's love